Wednesday, May 25, 2011

just some lyrics I was listening to that i really liked

"Can you lie next to her
And give her your heart, your heart
As well as your body" -Mumford&Sons

"The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart" -Feist

"You were right about the stars
Each one is a setting sun" -Wilco

Fasting Facebook.

Fasting from Facebook is good thing.
It is really hard but i think i have been more productive with my time.
I have actually looked at photographs to inspire me. Its helped me to not put off working out longer than i need to. Blogging. I have gone outside more. But I get antsy. I want to call everyone to come and hang out with me and do something. But then i remember that I am not in Rexburg where people live close and where you could call anyone and they are more than willing to hang out because they don't want to be bored either. I have 2 people that live like 15 min. away. One i hang out with already but i dont want him to think I am needy and annoying so i try to only hangout with him like every other day or something like that. The other person has a friend living with him and they do all sorts or manly things and I dont want to intrude on their bro time, well that and I am not sure they want to hang out with me... Oh well.
I need a friend! All i am asking is for  just one. Someone to go with me at midnight to get a snikers bar or to come with me to walk my dog at night. Someone who will put up with my crazy ideas to not stay bored. Is that really too much to ask for?! A guy friend would be preferable because girls are crazy and I can never make good girl friends. Back to the topic of fasting from facebook. So not getting on facebook has made me have to deal with the reality that all my friends are gone! WTF!
However the good news is that Heather Smith is here for the weekend and i will be seeing her and I am super excited to see here and hang out with here! I have missed here a lot. She is in my list of girls that I trust with my life. That list is small (FYI). Chicago is just so far away!
Yesterday I went to institute. I think they gave me what I think to be the worst advice every. Asking boys out?! Ummm... If the guy were really interested he would ask me out. Why should I be the one to ask him out?! Pluse I want a guy who is confident and when a guy is confident he has the confidence to ask out a girl that he is really interested. Just saying...
I need more REAL friends not virtual ones.
Why is Georgia so far away from my Rexburg friends?!

Oh but i start working full time come Monday!!! FINALLY!

Monday, May 9, 2011

"The greatest irony of life is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone after that person walks out from your life and sometimes you think you’re already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love; love is always present. It’s just the one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. Here’s a piece of advice: let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough and move on when things are not like before. There is someone out there who will love you even more, surely then, you will know true love."