Gratitude is the great multiplier.

Oh so gratitute is the great multiplier and here a few things that I am grateful for.

1. My dad! He freaking rocks! he fixed the breaks on my car and filled my tank all for under 100$ woo HOO! GO DAD! He is the best.

2. Grateful for wonderful people in my life who fully support me going back to school and finishing up and for their kind hearts in helping me get there! Eternaly grateful for them!

3. Grateful for the gym where I work out at.

4. Grateful for the friends in my life that inspire me. To do stuff to be creative.

5. Grateful for the jobs that I do have.

6. Grateful for my Parents who love me and want me to be happy in my life.

7. Grateful for my hardships. They have pushed me to my limits even made me cried but I know they are making me stronger.

8. Grateful for my loving Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ for their love for me. For the Atonement For the knowledge that I have that i can be forgiven and that everyday i can start all over again.

9. Grateful that my prayers have been/ will be answered.

10. Grateful for my family. I think I have the best family EVER!!!!!!!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!

Back to reality

"Solo la ilusión trae desilusión

Y es tan fácil de caer."

Sushi is my boyfriend!! Discovering my love for sushi? Best discovery EVER for 2011!!!!!

My Trip.

Susan is all about self help books.
I like them.
Today I learned that everything is about your own thoughts.
What you think is what you are. You become who you want to be by creating those thoughts in your head first.

And that I have to work on me before i can involve anyone in my crazy head.

"if you are looking for the love of your life, STOP; They will be waiting for you when you start doing the things you love."

Don't want to go.

Watching videos on Mormon.org. Makes me feel better. Maybe it was because we would watch them when we were in the call room at the Visitor's Center while making calls... I don't know. But they are pretty inspiring. I want to be better and just get out of this funk that I am in.

I am just going to vent for 4 lines. 

This week I hate traveling. I hate how easy it is for me to just get up and go on a trip to a city many miles away. Easy because it is my job and I get paid for it. But it is no way to build relationships with people. Moving and traveling has made it impossible for me to spend time with someone and not think ... oh wait I am leaving soon... don't get too close. 

I have built walls. I don't let people in. I constantly think... "way too much information. Just say the minimum to answer the question." To ANYONE. (other than vickie)

" No one will ever save you 
If no one can ever find you 
Lost girls "
-Tilly & The Wall

I have got to use my camera more. It doesn't matter if I have just a simple lens. 

Am I too hard on myself? Maybe.